Ladder song

No one knows where the ladder goes, you're gonna lose what you love the most. You're not alone in anything. You're not weak and dying. Feels strange every now and then. Fall asleep reading science fiction, I wanna fly in your silver ship. Let jesus hang and buddha sit.It's on now. The days are long now. The ups and the sundowns, in a twisting mind. If i got to go first, I'll do it on my terms, I'm tired of traitors, always changing sides, they were friends of mine. Don't hang around as the promise breaks. You'll be there when the next one's made. Kiss the feet of a charlatan. Some imagine freedom. All the rest is predictable. You can say you're the first to know. Don't it just make ya want to cry?